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2025-01-09

I had a long and crazy dream.  It started with me watching people play "real life Fortnite" just like "the time I did back in 2015". The game itself was normal but then I found a group of old letters from the ancient times of 2015. It was addressed to me from an old male relative I don't know and he attached a family tree explaining the way we were related and a small profile section that said he was 60 years old. He asked me to be his wife and upon multiple letters sent his (now dried) sperm in a package for me to inseminate myself I guess, even though I was 16. I was like what the hell and thought I should ignore just the way I forgot it 10 years ago but my dad contacted this guy's family (he seemed to be disabled and living with his family). I didn't want to but my dad said since we contacted them we have to go and at least say hello and we left for their town and I woke up.

2025-01-08

I keep getting highschool related dreams. Usually I do not like them so I've tried to eradicate these with spells but this time it was not particularly bad. In one scene the teachers disabled the traffic light in front of our school as an act of rebellion against the city or something and we were all celebrating but the self defence force came immediately lol. In another we were doing renovation or something and I accidentally splattered unsolidified concrete in the bucket on the floor where there were wooden frames but we just cut the concrete with a knife and threw away the frames out of the window. My throwing was bad and I said oh shit and then people laughed because it was out of character for me to swear. This very strict lady whom we had conflict previously turned and said I didn't know we were similar the whole time and smiled.

2025-01-06

Dream #1 I had a stressful dream and woke up heart pounding. I was going on an international flight and my old friends from undergrad were hanging out to see me off but I spent too much time and I had to run. I checked the display and it said that the plane departed at :52. It was already :45 but I didn't even go through security check yet and as I scrambled I realized my passport was already in my checked bag. I don't know if the first part where I was hanging out with people felt good either as we didn't say goodbye actually, we were just sitting without saying anything or looking at each other. It was awkward. It seemed like I was leaving the country forever so I must have been going on the plane to move to where my boyfriend lives. I was thinking omg I have to buy the tickets, hotels, everything again because it's my fault and the airline is not going to compensate.  Only at the end when I gave up I realized it was a dream and had an way out.  Dream #2 I fel...